3/22/2011

Sometimes I wonder whats wrong with me
Sometimes I wonder if this is how I ought to be
Sometimes I wonder if this is truly me
Sometimes I wonder is this all I'll ever be

Why am I always in pain
Why am I always hurt
Why am I always scared
Why am I always ignored

Am I supposed to be hurt since life isn't perfect?
Am I supposed to be sad since pain is going to come?
Am I supposed to pretend like im okay even when im not?
Am I supposed to act, put up a front, and say im okay?

Am I really the one who is always ignored?
Am I really the one who is never preferred?
Am I really the one who always hides her tears?
Am I really the one who pretends to never have fears?

Will I ever be the special person to someone?
Will I ever be cared for and not ignored?
Will I ever have a friend who will always be there?
Will I ever be able to share the things that are there?

~A hurting teen