You Don't Understand

You just don't understand
No matter how much you say you do

You think your always right
You never admit your wrong
You think you get me
Youd never admit your wrong

You know
Youll never read this
So youll never know
How I truly feel
But I dont think you really care

You say you care
Cuz im a good friend
But sometimes it just kills me
How blind youve been

You dont see my pain
You dont see my hurt
Maybe you do see my pain
Maybe you do see my hurt
All I know is if you do
You dont care about both

You know when we argued about that stupid thing
I cried
It hurt
It was dumb
But there was still pain

I kinda looked up to you
You are like a brother
You're one of my closest friends
But what you did hurt
More than it would hurt from my other friends

You lied
Something I didnt expect
Especially from you

I know everyone gets hurt
I know everyone has pain
I just never thought youd ever be responsible for mine

Honestly...when I read some of your texts
I wanted to hate you
I wanted to scream
But instead I cried
And didnt feel anything

It was a weird reaction
I know that for sure
But its just how I felt

You wont ever read this
You wont ever see
Beacuse you never take the time to dig deep
And actually find out whats happening to me