3/29/2011

Its one one of those days....
Where you have so much on your mind
But you just don't know what to say

My day hasn't been bad
It hasn't been good
It really just hasnt worked out the way I wanted
The way it should

I have math thats due
A Psychology paper too
On top of that I feel weak
its just so much to go through

I'm done with the cheesy rhyming
So I 'll get down to the point
I'm procrastinating
So I dont have to do work

Yesterday I couldn't eat
I couldnt sleep
I'm tired
I lost 3 pounds in one day

Not sure if thats good or bad
Cuz I want to lose weight
But thats really not the way...starving yourself is not good..just fyi
You just end up feeling weak.

I dont know why but I cant eat a lot....
I think im just used to eating a little and so my body rejects anything thats big? I dont know...
I know its wrong not to eat
So I force myself to eat at least one meal one meal.

I didnt have breakfast...there was nothing good....I havent eaten lunch...I'm waiting for my food to cook.
It looks quite good
I made cornmeal crust goat cheese pizza. Super healthy.
But now thats its done...I kinda dont want to eat it.
Weird huh?

Mmmmmm I think its time to retire my thoughts.
Time to focus on school
Block out all these other things in life that distracts me

Oh on a random note, I talked to a friend a couple days ago.
I have decided that I love this kid.
Probably the only guy friend that will end our conversations with "Love ya Linds"
Its not like that though. Hes like a brother. '

He always understands me. I think its cuz we always seem to be going through the same thing.
sometimes its like he reads my mind. Crazy huh

I've got a lot of good friends. All of them are different though. This particular one always seems to be able to get me...

I have others that claim to be friends. others that claim to care. And others that are just always there. I'm still sorting through them all

Still trying to figure them all out....
There are those who say they care and at time they are so sweet that I want to cry...but then they kinda disappear for a while.
But one thing is for certain, true friends will be there for you...without a doubt