6/9/2011 ( I want to write something)

I want to write something that will change you. Something that will amaze you. something that will make you think about the deeper situations in life. something that will make you love and care. Something that will make you look around and know God is always there. Something that will make you more aware.

But I cant change you.

I can write great things, say deep thoughts. Speak the truth to you, but it wont change your heart. You have to change who you are. You have to let God amaze you.

I can tell you about poverty and innocent children dying, but its useless unless you truly care.

I can tell you how much I love you. I can tell you how much I care. But its useless unless you see it. I cant make you believe. You have to know its really there.

I can tell you how God will always be there. I can say He will take care of you. That everything will be alright. But I cant make you believe with my words.

I Can say that you need to look at the world around you. I can say you need to appreciate whats there, but its useless.

I can say all these things. I can repeat it multiple times. But my words are useless, almost like an invisible touch. You have to be the one who decides to be affected. You have to be the one who decides to care. Decides to believe. My words are useless until that time draws near.